Sometimes it happens that I feel all day long as I had walked on a dog poo with my brand new ( ways too expensive for my budget) shoes. Dunno if you recognize the sensation of being in a world that looks exactly like yours, but where everything is a little more annoying than usual not to be noticed. The feeling I’m talking about is the one you experience when you listen to the news, and there is not even the littlest “who cares” news to laugh about. It’s when the hugest woman you’ve ever seen stands right in front of the bus door and doesn’t let you out, so you miss your stop and get to the office too late to drink a coffee before starting a working day. It’s when someone you really love says something you didn’t expect from him/her, not something really unpleasent, but still.  It’s when you start looking at yourself struggling in the world from the outside, as you were in a ’60s videogame or in a candid camera. It’s when your laugh stretches a little too much towards a sigh. You cannot really complain about all this, because people starve and die everyday, but still you know it’s a pain in the ass. Maybe the world is falling apart. Maybe apocalypse it’s coming. Maybe it’s only that my periods are about to come.